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(FINALLY) Here are the drabbles as per the icon drabble request.

Just assume spoilers up to current North American airing for all shows. I shall put a general disclaimer on everything now. I do not own these shows, characters, creators, their hair and makeup people or their neighbours’ cat. Or Donnie Darko, even tho I just stole a title from there that doesn't make much sense even if you have seen the movie but I like it anyway. So this is like totally like just for entertainment, dude. Chill.


Title: Open Air Cafe
Fandom: Lost
Rating: PG
Dedication: For [info]katje0711


~o~

He was never as strong off the island. Never as fast, never as powerful. Never even as human. But just as fanatical. Just as ruthless. Just as manipulative. Maybe even more so.

He had a job to do. He had a home to find. He had a daughter to avenge. So after a while he didn’t even recognize the bodies he left behind. Beaten, shot. It didn’t matter. Most of the time he didn’t even notice. They meant nothing.

He sat in the café, the bandage still wrapped tight around his arm to suppress the bleeding. After glancing quickly around he reached into his breast pocket and pulled out a folded photograph. Looking around again, he opened it, his face softening. And he ran his finger across the picture, in his eyes pushing the hair back from her face.

I’m doing this for you, Alex. I hope wherever you are, you can hear me, hear your dad. This is all for you.

He folded the photo, reverently placing it back in his pocket. Settling back into his chair he took a drink.

Someday, someday, this would all be over. And if he did it right, maybe they could be together, as well.

~o~

FIN



Title: Beyond the Expected
Fandom: Heroes
Rating: PG-13 (for themes. Dark!Fic)
Dedication: For [info]violet_light and [info]dref22, with help from a prompt by [info]pojypojy


~o~

I read a magazine
That said by seventeen
Your life was at an end
I'm dead and perfectly content


“Is this death?”

“Too early to tell. Sometimes it takes a while for me.”

Noah chuckled, wrapping his arm around her shoulder. When he had first found out about Claire’s suicide attempts he was livid. Beyond livid. She tried to pass it off, claiming accidents and mishaps but he never believed her. And he dropped everything (everything) and he took her away, far away, far away from any pain that would make her think her life was not worth living. Far away from lies and fear and their past. And Sandra and Lyle didn’t understand. But then, they never did.

As they drove, as they drifted away from what they knew into some other strange land, as they journeyed she explained. She had ached for this death. Ached to be free - away from the pain, the constant anguish and guilt and disaffect that came with never being able to feel physical pain. Emotional pain beyond comprehension, yes, but never physical pain. She had seen both of them die many times for it not to be real. It was inevitable.

So when it came time, when they stood side by side, when they held hands, last minute contact before a nothing, when everything seemed to be over Noah leaned down and kissed her.

Just once. Soft. Just so he would know what it felt like.

They had decided that the only way she would be able to die is at the hands of a loved one. So he would shoot her, then himself, and see where they ended up. And the rational part of his mind rebelled but not for long. Because he always knew he would do anything for her. Even this.

The transition for death is imagined in many forms. Some people see water, some see light, some see family, some see only solitude. Perhaps it has to do with how the person lived, perhaps it has to do with how the person died.

And maybe, just maybe, it was both.

So there was one gunshot. Then another.

And then two souls standing at the precipice of a canyon, marvelling at what was before them.

He dropped his arm over her shoulder, pulling her close. “Is this death?”

And she smiled, leaning hard into him. “Too early to tell. Sometimes it takes a while for me.”

“But how do you feel?”

She wrapped her arms tightly around his middle. “Alive.”

~o~

FIN



Title: Broken Storm
Fandom: Lost
Rating: PG
Dedication: For [info]lost_constant and [info]crazymaryt


~o~

There’s a storm outside my window.
I feel it as it breathes.
The cold burns in my very skin,
Demanding power that boils and seethes.

Whenever I see this very storm
My soul turns into broken dust.
Its thunder is my funeral.
Its lightening disgust.

Ben, the war that wages here
Is not made of steel and bone.
You are the storm that brought the rain,
The tempest of earth and stone.

Ben, when will you leave my lonely side?
When will you let me be?
I’m dying standing next to you.
I’m dying; this is my plea.

Let this islands’ prisoners go.
Let liberty be their mother warm.
We can be your conflict shield no more,
Your anchor in the storm.

~o~

FIN



Title: 28:06:42:12
Fandom: Harry Potter
Rating: PG
Dedication: For [info]cherrybottle


~o~

possession

that’s right my boy i have you i have you and am never letting go because you are mine harry you always have been and your pathetic mongering with your friends has only resulted in death

death everywhere but not my death

speak my words potter say them to your master the unstoppable albus dumbledore let him feel pain and loss and impotence and the bitter truth that you are nothing

nothing

yes that’s right harry fight it fight me come on you can do better than that look at me yes excellent harry that’s right keep me moving keep trying keep guessing

but you’ll never find me

never find me because i am deep inside you harry in your blood and you can never rid yourself of it because you and i are one one harry why we could even be brothers

wouldn’t that change the world

so fight it harry fight like i know you can fight you can’t let me win yet because oh my dear boy i have so many plans plans for us and plans for this world and i want you to see them harry

i want you to have a front row seat to the end of your world

because you’re a fool harry potter and you will lose

everything


~o~

FIN



Title: Evening Slaughter
Fandom: Lost
Rating: PG-13
Dedication: For [info]turhatonz


~o~

He killed the pig himself.

An evening slaughter, armed only with a knife. And he tracked the wild thing and caught it and dove through it with the knife, relentless, relentless. He sliced through and removed the heart, warm blood pouring down his arm, looking black in the moonlight. Black and violent. Beautiful.

His hands, arms, shirt, face, hair. All covered in blood.

And it made him feel powerful. Powerful.

Because he had killed. He had the command. And as he hoisted the carcass across his shoulders he began to fantasize about feeding her tomorrow. Thinking of what he will say, what she will say, what music will be playing. Imagine after dinner, kissing on the couch, turning desperate. He would have to clean his room because he knew they would end up there. And he imagined the scenarios, positions, sensations. And he would have power there as well. Power to make her forget everything but him.

The blood began drying on his skin, a crust to keep the power inside.

Yes, yes, he was very excited about tomorrow. He would make it perfect.

~o~

FIN

Comments

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[info]katje0711 wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 12:48 am (UTC)
Wow! Those are all awesome. I really like the one you did for me and the poem for Ben is great, too!
[info]augrah wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 02:11 am (UTC)
Yay! I'm very glad you liked it.

*slightly distracted by your icon XD*
[info]katje0711 wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 02:13 am (UTC)
LOL
[info]augrah wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 02:14 am (UTC)
*now even more distracted*
[info]katje0711 wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 02:16 am (UTC)
LMAO!
[info]augrah wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 01:21 pm (UTC)
*dies*
[info]katje0711 wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 02:59 pm (UTC)
:D
[info]augrah wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 04:16 pm (UTC)
You're just doing it on purpose now, aren't you? XD
[info]katje0711 wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 04:30 pm (UTC)
LMAO! I guess you like all my icons.
[info]crazymaryt wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 12:52 am (UTC)
Don't know Harry Potter but I did read all the rest. I loved them all. You really have a wonderful handle on Ben. Open Air Cafe was my favourite. I love the idea of Ben carrying around Alex's photo. Great stuff! Thank you for sharing.
[info]augrah wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 02:11 am (UTC)
Ben better be carrying around a picture. Must have it somewhere. If he doesn't then I'll print one off my computer and sent it to him. :)

*hugs*
[info]crazymaryt wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 03:21 am (UTC)
That's what we Bengirls should do. Flood TPTB with Alex pics demanding a FF scene with him gazing lovingly at it while Juliet's in the background supporting (yes in my Ben FF universe they've ended up together LOL) him.
[info]augrah wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 01:24 pm (UTC)
Aw, wouldn't that be a great moment? *sigh* Oh, and your icon is the win. :D
[info]crazymaryt wrote:
May. 12th, 2008 11:22 pm (UTC)
I hope we get some more Ben/Hurley scenes. I think we talked of this before but it's so much fun watching Michael act with someone other than the big two - Terry and Matthew.
[info]violet_light_ wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 03:47 am (UTC)
OMG! I didn't request the Harry Potter one but THAT WAS MY FAVOURITE ONE EVER! EVER! I love Voldemort, and you brought through hat I like so much about him. He's got a way with words. He can be smooth talking, or he can be sharp and venomous. Also? You incorporated my favourite line from the 5th movie! My friend Jason actually sent me a poster in the mail for my last birthday, and it was a HUGE poster of Lord Voldemort with that quote on it. :)

The Heroes fic was excellent as well! I really liked the exchange of dialog at the end!

But OMG the Harry Potter one wins at LIFE! You win at life! And you should probably write more Voldemort!
[info]augrah wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 01:23 pm (UTC)
*blushes then hugs you to tiny pieces*

I am just. . . speechless. Wow. This is just so great. I really enjoyed writing allof these but that one was particularly fun because I just had no idea what to write at all but then it hit me and I wrote the whole thing at once.

Hmmmm, writing more Voldy. could be fun. XD
[info]violet_light_ wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 02:14 pm (UTC)
*would hug, but is in tiny pieces* ;D
[info]augrah wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 04:18 pm (UTC)
Like a puzzle!
[info]cherrybottle wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 07:29 am (UTC)
Wowzee!! 8D Excellent!
[info]augrah wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 01:23 pm (UTC)
Thanks!
[info]marzella_108 wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 02:28 pm (UTC)
I didn't dare look at the Heroes one (we're WAY behind in the UK), but the Lost ones are wonderful.

I love how he's on his revenge kick for a very human reason, yet it's dehumanising him more and more the longer it goes on. Beautifully done.

Is it wrong to find pig-slaughtering Ben kind of hot?
[info]augrah wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 04:19 pm (UTC)
Thank you. I love how you worded the situation with Ben, on how his human quest is taking away his humanity. Very cool.

And yeah, I kinda thought pig-slaughtering Ben was hot, too. XD
[info]mrslinus17 wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 03:02 pm (UTC)
What're you trying to do to me, woman?
[info]augrah wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 04:19 pm (UTC)
*smiles innocently*

Whatever do you mean?

[info]mrslinus17 wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 04:37 pm (UTC)
THEY'RE AMAZING.
[info]dref22 wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 06:39 pm (UTC)
I read each and every one them and they were beyond awesome!

One word for HRG/Claire fic: "OMG WTF???" XD Seriously, this is the darkest Noaire fic I've ever read and I LOVED it! This was just heartbreaking...

He dropped his arm over her shoulder, pulling her close. “Is this death?”
And she smiled, leaning hard into him. “Too early to tell. Sometimes it takes a while for me.”
“But how do you feel?”
She wrapped her arms tightly around his middle. “Alive.”

....*dies*
[info]augrah wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 07:04 pm (UTC)
First - love your icon. That pircture is made of awesome.

Second - *HUGS* I told you I was struggling with it. And I just had no idea where to go so I figured I'd do what I would do for Lost - go dark. There is so much potential for both light and dark in all these characters. But yeah - a wee bit depressing, even though I did try to add snuggles. XD
[info]dref22 wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 07:16 pm (UTC)
I look at his "shhh" picture every night before I go to bed XD
Oh, this is perfect, no worries. HRG/Claire is definitely "dark" in its core. This made me almost cry, but I'm still happy! XD
[info]turhatonz wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 06:46 pm (UTC)
I LOVE THESE.

I love how the icon I chose is so sweet and cute, and the fic is, I dunno, kind of raw, violent. Love it. Thank you!

And the Harry Potter one - God, that's the best Voldemort anyone's ever written! I ♥ Voldy & your fic. I want to have their babies. ;D

And Ben covered up in blood. One of my weaknesses...
[info]augrah wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 07:06 pm (UTC)
hehe. I guess I never really thought about it but yeah - I did take a fluff icon and turn it dark. But even from what they showed in that episode you knew Ben had planned and organized every single detail of that dinner. So it seemed plausible for him. (Ben in blood is strangely sexy, I agree)

As for Voldy - *hugs you* Thank you so much. This is the first time I wrote from his POV and didn't really even plan on doing it. But it was fun to write. a lot of fun. ♥
[info]pojypojy wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 10:52 pm (UTC)
First, I'm glad to see you posting again (well, I should have said this a couple of posts ago actually, but bear with me). Best wishes for everything!

Aaand amazing series of drabbles my dear. I liked them all, but I loved, LOVED the one with Ben killing the boar while planning his romantic dinner, imagining it almost like a teenager would. He has this sort of naive side when it comes to Juliet (or love, in general - did he really believe he could talk Keamy into not shooting Alex?) that, by contrast, emphasizes the violence of the pig butchering.

Another favorite is the Voldemort one, although honestly, Voldemort has never been that well written, lol. I am a bit disappointed with canon!Voldie, in the end - so much potential there, but he ends up being creepier when you hear people talking about him than when you actually see him in action. And here I should start about JKR's problem with the "show, don't tell" rule, but I'd get carried away :-D

Oh, and of course thanks for using the prompt, yay! Really, it's hard to pick favorites in this post!
[info]augrah wrote:
May. 11th, 2008 11:44 pm (UTC)
It's good to be posting again. *hugs* A snail could work faster than my doctors but you just get used to it. No worries. XD

YAY! I also very much enjoyed pig-slaughtering Ben. And it is so true what you say. Ben sometimes is like two people - adult and ruthless Ben and childlike naive Ben. So to see both those is fun. And I can just totally picturing him doing this, too, dark night killing a pig thinking it would be a way to seduce her.

And YAY for Voldy. This one was actually the easiest to write. I didn't get an idea for so long, wrote all the others, but as soon as it hit me the words just flew. And when I read the books it does seem a different Vold than we see. I think I will forever picture Ralph Fiennes and hear his voice and it is brilliant. I used that influence more than the books.
[info]lincolnimp wrote:
May. 13th, 2008 08:15 am (UTC)
those are awesome.. but really, the noaire one: &hearts sooo beautiful!!!
[info]augrah wrote:
May. 13th, 2008 12:35 pm (UTC)
Aw, thanks! Surprisingly I hadn't written them for a while so it was awesome to get back with the characters again. XD
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